8 FEB 2008 the time now is 12++ am so seriously should be 9FEB(saturady) but is writing about 8 FEB (friday)now lols.nothing to do,thus, blogging here, wonder if anyone will be reading...maybe will do some changes to my blog soon one day, and make it lively, not so dead, an alive diary, quite difficult though.went to quite a amounts of people houses these few days, relatives, friends. today last venue is my father's friend house, considering his sons are my friends too.left very unhappyily, nearly got into a fight with their cousins, but didnt, he tries to bully my sister, that is what i got to do. i was not shuang, though was quite calm, not angry, so did not return any blows when he pushs me to the wall. we talk to each other in a sarcastic way, try to make friends but he was trying to be funny, wanted to get out of the room, when getting out, he put words into my mouth and so talk back to him, he told me to slap his face if i dare, so i did, touched his face, believe it is still consider slap and compliment that it was smooth, he became not shuang, and pushes me. that was when the adults came in. it was true that his face was smooth, this sentence came from the bottom of my heart. did not want to talk more, so chiong out of the room and out of the house with my sister. waited for our parents to go too downstair at the hawker centre until they call us that they are already at the carpark. actually there is a little problem with the boy, family problem make him got problem then many problem so then we got this problem which nearly cause a fight which is a problem. that is all, havent do homework, sad , busy, dont really want to go out but is compulsory, too bad, hope that i can change my blog by getting some help from others soon when free.